Implied Psychology

Inclined to date the ones mirroring our inner selves
Does that mean we’re assholes for the ones we let in?
Does that mean we’re stupid for the lack of intelligence we seek?
Does that mean we’re truly not as good as we think?
Everyone has a soul mate, so we’re told
There’s someone for everyone, the lie that’s sold
Inclined and drawn to the ones that mirror you
So if you date a retard, does that mean you’re one too?
So what really does it mean?
All this implied psychology…
Deeper than some will ever know…
Deeper than most care to grow…


Your malignity of our identity is quivering/ We witness the complexity regularly/ diminishing our involvement/ our citizenry/ United States is China’s queen/ the government left hanging ever so strangely/ Obama v Romney for the campaign of the century/ for the acme they were battling/ Obama’s win an uncertainty/ yet as Romney deemed unequivocally untrustworthy/ Changes proposed/ yet promises disposed/ got in office and became a global joke/ like the American people in its entirety/ believing everything so gullibly/ wake up and smell the coffee/ stop subscribing to their stupidity… /believing everything so gullibly/ the American people in its entirety

Letting go

letting go is the hardest thing to do
especially when you don’t want to
but how do I keep holding on
when it’s practically dead
some things are better left unsaid
so I’ll keep these feelings to myself
let this (& you) go and begin the healing process
somehow I knew it’d come to this
despite the unexpectedness
shocked, a little, not much
gotta admit, nonetheless, I’m gonna miss ‘us’….

The Photo


When will I get the picture
Frames change,
Photos remain
Untouched, Unchanged
When will I realize
That love is no more than a box of lies
Tied up, sealed to deliver
to the first unsuspecting one
Unknowingly receptive
just to end up alone
Love is no more than a hoax
Believing it now–
Like I didn’t already know…



I’ve got to restart
I love you
But we both know this ain’t the same
What it used to be
Versus what it is
Neither of us wanted this
You lied when you gave in
It wasn’t real to begin with
No matter how much you try to pretend
Feelings change, true, but not to that extent…



Used to be so close,
Now I don’t know
What’s going on?
How did we get here?
Can you tell me honestly?
How can this be…
We’re slipping…
This isn’t what’s supposed to happen…
I thought we were one,
But now I’m not so sure…
I don’t know you anymore…
I’m afraid to walk away,
Thinking you might change…
Thinking of the old you…
The one I used to know…
Where did you go?
The man I fell for…
You’re not him…
And I’m feeling alone…
Rejected and withdrawn…
I can’t remember the last time…
Hugs and kisses, I find myself reminiscing…
Is this how it ends?
No communication,
No more attention…
Feeling alone is just the beginning…
And frankly, I’m tired of reminiscing.